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Gina always speaks of herself in the third person as you will find when you meet her. But Gina wanted to answer your questions about her Owner Warren (who she calls Daddy) and to tell you why his presence during your first sessions with Gina is of benefit to you as well as to her. Daddy told me to write in the first person so that you would know it was me writing and not him. But first I want to reassure you all that everything presented on this site and during our play sessions is totally consensual. Every scene is a product of Daddys skill at understanding and fulfilling my needs. Did you know that many submissives for hire in dungeons across the country are at best switches and may actually be dominants acting as submissives? It appears that very few professional submissives are for hire in the U.S.
Those of you who have had experience with true submissives know that a submissive is a very rare and valuable commodity particularly one, such as I am, who has a profound need to experience the edge, that fine line where emotional and psychic darkness merges into light. I am willing to surrender all of my personal power, all of my will, to you to become the blank canvas upon which your internal visions, your hidden needs, can be expressed. I am here to bring you self-knowledge in a way that a switch cannot maintain. As a friend of Daddys says, We do not play with switches. They cannot exchange power.
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But out with my power also goes my judgment and my ability to say no. Do you know how difficult it is for a true submissive to say no even when she is being damaged? A true submissive always wants to give to her Master totally, to give him responsibility and simply to languish in his power no matter what he does to her.
In this state, the reward for both Master and slave, Owner and property, User and used, so far surpasses the common experience. It becomes dark and intimate, complex and luxuriant, extravagant, sparkling, rousing, profound and lets not forget erotic. To truly accomplish this giving, this surrender by the submissive, requires knowledge and trust. Trust is a commodity that cannot be purchased at any price. It is what allows me to obediently submit as shackles and cuffs are locked into place, as ropes bend me into positions that cause me pain and expose me to examination and probing. It keeps me from screaming at the top of my lungs as blow after blow of the whip slices at my back and keeps me still as I am degraded, exhibited and humiliated. Trust takes time. Trust takes skill. Trust takes effort. To give you the scene that you deserve I must feel free to totally surrender to you . . . and to do that I need to trust that I will be taken care of. Until I know you that is what Daddys presence does it allows me to give myself to you completely and thus allow the scene to become truly spectacular. I can look over at him and know that I must continue - not only because I must , but also because I know he will fix me when it is over.
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No one finds Daddys presence intrusive or offensive in any way you will see that when you meet him. Daddy is silent and observant. His skill in training submissives and working with dominants is because his interaction is about you and your needs, not him. He is neither theatrical nor egotistical like some colorful Masters. Nor is he possessive. He does not try to control the scene. And while he enjoys seeing me used, he isnt some creepy voyeur. He will not judge you or prevent you from exploring the depths of your perversion. Your satisfaction is of paramount concern to him. He expects and demands that I serve as a tool for your pleasure and satisfaction no matter what form that takes in fact, the more creatively abusive you are, the more pleased he will be. He genuinely appreciates your interaction with me.
Daddy's involvement could range from being totally invisible, to an occasional assistant (who might hand you an implement or tool now and then), to an adviser or instructor (showing you how to put me in a hog tie), to being actively involved in a way specified by you (holding me around the neck with my head pulled back while you whip my tits). But Daddy is not there to hold you to a script. He is primarily there for safety and to enhance your experience in any way that he can. After the best scenes I may end up as a slithery mass of girl flesh that has to be cleaned up and put back together. This process can be time consuming and we value your time greatly so it is Daddy who can complete this process for you. Other times scenes may be quite traumatic for me and Daddy must talk me down. He allows you to use me and toss me aside without care or worry. Once trust has been established (and this might occur quickly), Daddy will be more than happy to make me submit to conscientious and skilled users without his direct supervision. There have been many occasions on which he has sent me off to be used by others for hours and even days at a time. So ask yourself, what do you want from a professional submissive? Do you want some fun entertainment . . . Or does exploring your dominance touch something profound and complex, something buried in the darkness deep inside of you? If its the latter, give Daddy a little chance to get to know you and he will promise a remarkable experience. |
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